Tuesday, June 02, 2009

May Madness:Round up


This May it was Total Madness!!! Incredible stuff!!!

Got in touch with the Frisbee freaks and I love playing with them..

The weekends in particular were amazing...

9: The educating farm visit..

16/17 : Had an amazing Coorg trip.. The breath-taking view of the valley in Raja-Seat, Waking up to chirping birds, Walking up in bare-foot in the dew, with hills all round.. listening to my favorite tunes, lying down in the grass with feet in a cold fresh water stream.. WOW!! Totally mystifying..

23: The next weekend was even better.. The awesome-saturday

31: And another Super-Sunday at the Sunfeast 10K run.. Had a gala time.. The day got better.. played Cricket, Soccer, Antakshari.. spent a whole rainy night @ Ananya.. That place still continues to amaze me.

Made an unplanned-emergency landing in Chennai.. That was quite an experience in itself!!!

But I will remember this maniac-May for one singular moment..

That single most important moment was when I visited ISKCON, Bangalore with my folks.. I should tell you that right now I'm convinced that I don't have enough information to believe the existence of generally accepted name/form of God. I have always had doubts with Idol worship and I have a totally different notion of God. The Creator-Annihilator model never impressed me. But still, I would play safe.. What do I stand to lose - to offer my prayers, just in case if he exists.. I didn't dare to make him unhappy..

But on that day, I decided to quit lying. At the same time, I didn't want to create a big fuss with my folks and hence went in to the temple, appreciated the architecture and the beautifully dressed dolls. I participated in poojas 'n all.. I don't have a problem with wearingchandan or kunkum.. I know what they mean to me...

On 17 May 2009, I became truly Agnostic!!! One step close to Congruent-Harmonious living!!!

Let see what this June has in store!!

1 comments:

Balu said...

guess for me God is there to rein in humans .. as we humans are crazy bunch... just to keep us in check...

even i put on kukkum oe veebhodhi.. but thats more a cultural aspect for me....

if my 5 rupee can help a fellow human being than going into a temple hundi.. then i'd rather help my fellow human race..

nice topic that u triggered ...we can talk about this later..

Keep it going bro !