Voices from Within

Take a look at the list...

Over sleep
laziness
procrastination
gluttony
obesity
Wrath
Do you really have to work hard to do any-of the above stuff??

Now.. how abt this one?
Advice
criticism
discouragement
temptation
depression
Lust

Do you have to pay for any of these??

Lets think of getting any of the following done...

Be fit and healthy
Be confident
Be conscious
Be courageous
Resist temptation

- Eazy huh?

I am tempted to conclude that Nothing worthy is free and anything free is unworthy.

Looks like, the world around is so spoilt that the considered "normalcy" seems to fall way into the negative.
Laziness is acceptable...
Over eating is not bad..
Procastrination is tolerable...
Health consciousness is extremity..
Dieting is "to be made fun of"...

World: Grow up!! Higher consciousness is bliss..

I wish, i act on all my thoughts..

I feel pumped-up after talking to this guy. Even after a long dull day, just talking to this guy, energizes me. The reason I think is that, we resonate. We work on wavelengths, which are close and the interference is positive most of the time.

I also feel revitalized, When I talk to confused folks - In trying to make things clear to them, I end up feeling good and feeling stimulated.

So, whenever I feel dull, can I summon this "Energy dosage"??? The first guy maynot be available for the whole day. He has his own stuff todo... and I dont want ppl to feel sad and confused just coz I want to feel better.

Is there a way, by which I can call-up an "Energy Dose" out of myself.. depending on no external source??

I feel great peace, when I read books of my interest. But should I carry the books along and depend on them for my mental state???

I just know, that there is a way and I will find it... Should it be emotional or intellectual??? Which one is sustainable?? Should I really care for susteneance - if I can summon it anytime out of myself?

Back to School!!!

On a cold Monday morning, after a tiring jog, I saw two kids waiting for their school bus to arrive. That just hit the slice of a hidden neuron with my childhood memories. Holding hands with my kid brother(who btw is taller than me now), standing in the bus stop waiting for the school bus, discussing various things from Cricket, WWF to the approaching exams. Fighting for the window seat taught me about 'the survival of the fittest'. Standing in the prayer hall in ascending order of height with one arm distance, one could hear the endless murmurs and the rumours about the holidays. "Repeat the prayer along with the prayer and not after the prayer" - Those golden words from our principal everyday.

Running in to the class just to find that the most boring teacher has borrowed the first hour to leverage on our early morning energy. As he ran from Phis to Xetas, we would be out cold even before the forenoon interval. Rushing through the crowd in the canteen to have a taste of that "1 Re Fruit Bar" - Gulping it down in a hurry and just in time for the next hour. Language is the most sought after class in the day. The musical French that the she would speak was a treat, until the Lunch bell when the real treat begins.

Those Fried Idlis with Podi made a great combination. I used to make new friends just because of my moms lovely food. All of a sudden, all our shoes are out; Our socks become balls, bags turn out to be stumps, and exam pads as bats. We rock the class room with Cricket and have the time of our lives - everyday.....

Is LiFe tOo ShOrT tO liVe??.
- A question that takes too long to answer!!

Looking back now, i have lived(?) more than a quarter of my life time and i still do not know, if i have lived my life to the fullest. I have always wanted to get the top one and finally end up getting compromised to the next best thing. I was complaining about every one and everything around.

Now, do i realise that, if i cant even manage, satisfy myself or live my life to the fullest, i cannot think of changing others' life. Thanks to my new friend, i have understood that the only way to live is . . . . . . . . . . .(Realise it urself :))!! Now, that i hav started struggling, i am hopeful of finding new things to be happy about.

Certain things that we take for granted are well earned and deserved. Trying to make the most of every moment, with new found energy, i am finding .... running out of words.. wll continue.

How am I going to live today and still create the tomorrow I'm committed to?

When i was in Primary school, i thought guys in High School have less home work to do.

When i was in High school, i thought Guys in college enjoy a lot. So i slogged my way to a pretty good Univ.

When i was in the Univ, i thought once i get a job, my life would be settled and i can enjoy a lot. So, did i slog to get a job in a good company with a handsome pay.

Now i am in a job, slogging my days (nights included), losing sleep over petty issues like DDR, Inductors etc.

Now, i realise that all along i was fire-fighting for a better and enjoyable tomorrow, not enjoying the present moment.

When will i be enjoying the present? Do what i Love than forced to love what i am doing?
Only Time can answer.